How strange it is to be anything at all
January 28, 2012 at 11:54 am | Posted in Music | Leave a commentTags: Aeroplane Over the Sea, Irvine Auditorium, Jeff Mangum, Neutral Milk Hotel
By some amazing stroke of luck Steve and I got tickets to see Jeff Mangum Wednesday night. Front row center tickets. To a show that sold out in 35 seconds.
I still can’t really believe that it happened. Up until he walked on stage I was partially convinced it would be like that scene out of Will Grayson, Will Grayson where some crappy Chicago band walks out instead. But after an entertaining and enthusiastic performance by the Music Tapes Jeff Mangum did indeed walk out on stage.
It’s hard to put into words what Neutral Milk Hotel’s songs mean to me, and so it’s hard to put into words what Wednesday night meant to me. Aeroplane Over the Sea has to be my most listened to album. I listen to it when I’m crushingly sad or ecstatically happy. I sing Two Headed Boy while I do dishes. From the first listen in high school to my current listen now the King of Carrot Flowers has never failed to move me. I WILL shout until they know what I mean!
Jeff Mangum, and with him Neutral Milk Hotel, more or less disappeared after the success of Aeroplane. Everything I read compares his recursion to Salinger. So I never thought I would get a chance to see my favorite songs live. Like many fans I played the YouTube videos of his performances in the 90s over and over again, finding new favorite songs in the process. Engine, Little Birds, Oh Sister…. More songs to love that weren’t on the albums!
Wednesday night we found out seats in the very front row and looked around the beautiful Irvine Auditorium, both of us in shock that WE were so lucky. It was an amazing, completely unique experience. I got to hear all of my favorite songs, see the singing saw played, and experience first hand one of the best musicians play his work. He told us how meaningful it was to him to see the songs that he thought of as messages in a bottle effect us all. He encouraged us to sing (“If you do it at home you can do it here!”)
Overall, it was a perfect night, and a perfect experience. I couldn’t have asked for more.
This Heart’s On Fire
November 8, 2010 at 1:22 pm | Posted in Music, Photography, update | 2 CommentsTags: anniversary, orge you asshole, Philadelphia, wolf parade
Last week Steve and I celebrated our third anniversary by spending the day in Philly and going to a concert. I’m so lucky to have him, and I’m so lucky that we got to celebrate our relationship with such a fun day! It was everything we love wrapped up in one day.
And we saw an AWESOME, awesome show. The opening band, Orge You Asshole, was a four piece rock band from Japan who turned out to be surprisingly good! They were catchy and they had good energy on stage.

Steve brought an album from them after the show and got them to sign it. They didn’t speak a lot of English, but they seemed pretty nice.

Wolf Parade has been one of my favorite bands for a while now, so it was really amazing to see them live. We wanted a low-key evening so we sat up in the balcony and the view was great! It was really nice to not worry about being overwhelmed by the crowd or not being able to see because I’m too short… It also allowed me to get some really cool shots! The show was fantastic.

It was basically a perfect day. I’m so lucky that I have such a great boyfriend to go on adventures with me! Here’s to another year of adventures!
Songs I Can’t Stop Listening To
October 7, 2010 at 8:34 pm | Posted in Music | 2 CommentsTags: music, songs I can't stop listening to
Just a quick update today! Here are some songs I can’t stop listening to. Enjoy!
Oh My God–Ida Maria
You probably recognize this one from the movie trailers for It’s Kind of a Funny Story staring Zach Galafawhatisname.
Strictly Game–Harlem Shakes
Steve got me hooked on these guys, and I’m currently very hooked on this song. Who isn’t “sick of dressing like a human when feeling like a leopard”?
Philadelphia– Standard Fare
So catchy. So good. It needs no description!
Engine– Jeff Mangum
I’ve probably posted this before. Everyone knows that my musical love affair with Neutral Milk Hotel is ongoing with no end in sight. I really adore the singing saw in this song. So beautiful.
The Suburbs
September 8, 2010 at 5:09 pm | Posted in Music, Photography | Leave a comment
It really shouldn’t come as any surprise that I love The Arcade Fire. An indie band? From Canada? That has too many members to count? Yeah, I am so there. So when I heard they were coming out with their third album They won my heart when they came out with Neon Bible a few years ago, and then they won my everlasting devotion when I got around to hearing Funeral, their first album. So when I heard they were releasing their third album days before Steve and I were supposed to see them in concert I was overjoyed!
And, dear readers, I am happy to say that they did not disappoint. The Suburbs doesn’t have the same intensity as the previous two albums, but the intensity is still there. And oh, how I love it.
Like I said, Steve and I were lucky enough to see them just a few days after the album was released. Thanks to the internet we had already heard the songs and knew all the words (don’t worry, we bought the physical record and have done our part to financially support them!!) which made the show all the more fun.
The concert was just…breathtaking. I’ve seen some good shows in my day, but this was simply magnificent! I don’t think I’ve ever seen a band play with such energy and somehow keep it up throughout the entire show!
Spoon opened for them, which is always a pleasure. This was the fourth time I’ve seen Spoon live (how the heck did that happen!?) and although they’re no longer one of my favorite bands, they haven’t disappointed me with a live performance yet! To my shock and amazement they played a cover of one of my favorite Wolf Parade songs, Modern World.
After that is only got better. I really can’t say enough about how entertaining, moving, and intense The Arcade Fire is to see live. We didn’t really take a lot of video during the concert, but here’s one of them playing Neighborhood #3: Power Out.
I didn’t take a lot of video, but I did take tons and tons of pictures. Most of them are blurry, but here are some of the ones that I think turned out pretty well.

Spoon playing, being amazing as always.
Now begins the Arcade Fire pictures….

I love this picture. I think it really shows just how much energy every single person brought to the stage. Look at them! So crazy.
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Look at her go! Regine Chassagne is amazing to watch on stage. I think this picture is from either Haiti or The Sprawl II.
The stage set up was pretty cool. The screen was sort of set up to look like a billboard (such as one you might see in the suburbs…get it!) At one point they projected these creepy ladies on the screen during a song.
Now–go out and find some Arcade Fire songs to listen to! Some of my personal favorites from The Suburbs are Modern Man, Sprawl II, City With No Children and We Used To Wait.
The one where Emily gives you a lot of Youtube videos to watch
June 17, 2010 at 10:53 pm | Posted in Music | 1 CommentTags: music, songs, videos, youtube
I guess you could say that I sometimes get kind of obsessed with things. Here are four songs that I’m currently kind of hooked on.
Supertime by Berndsen
Warning! Don’t watch this video if you’re easily freaked out by blood. There’s a lot of fake blood here.
Ok, so this is probably the weirdest and most disturbing music video I’ve ever seen. If you haven’t watched it, watch it.
……. Done watching? Incredibly disturbing, isn’t it? This music video isn’t going to get out of your head any time soon. There is something so haunting about the faces of the dead (?) as they’re thrown around and played with like toys. Then there’s the bizarre move into fantasy with the guy on top of the car in the ringmaster’s costume. The more I watch this video the more I don’t get it, and the more I become infatuated with it.
The song itself is so catchy. After hearing it twice I couldn’t get it out of my head for a week.
What Would Captain Picard Do? by Hank Green
I first heard this song yesterday. I haven’t been able to get it out of my head since, and I’ve probably listened to it 6 times. Lately I’ve realized just how much I really like Star Trek: The Next Generation. I haven’t seen nearly as much as I would like (that will change, dear readers, oh yes) but yesterday was Captain Picard Day which led to me watching lots of fan videos like this.
On a side note, watch some of Hank Green and his brother John Green’s videos. They’re hilarious. If you’ve ever identified yourself as a geek or nerd you will enjoy them.
Alligator Skin by Tilly and the Wall
I guess this is the most “normal” of the songs I’m currently obsessed with, and it’s also the one I’ve been hooked on the longest. It’s catchy and the lyrics are GOOD. Those of you who are my facebook friends may have noticed that my last two photo album titles come from this song. The video may not be the best (certainly it’s nowhere near as memorable as Supertime!) but it is a glorious celebration of the weird, and I am always a fan of that.
Is She Fiona? by The Gerbils
Unfortunately there isn’t a Youtube link for this one. I’ve been mildly obsessed with Are You Sleepy? by the Gerbils since Freshman year of college, but this one has just recently really caught my attention. I love the echoy fuzzy feel of it. I’m not very good at describing music, but the long and short of it is that you should go check the Gerbils out. Here’s one of my other favorites from the album.
Don’t forget the songs that made you cry, and the songs that saved your life….
March 14, 2010 at 9:23 pm | Posted in Music | Leave a commentIt looks like procrastination is the name of the game today, and I’ve already watched two discs of The Office, a show on TLC about a woman with giant legs, and eaten most of the junk food in the apartment. I guess that means it’s time to blog?
Ten Songs I Really Like:
I could never make a top ten list. It would change too fast… Even while I was going through and trying to pick ten songs for this, I had a hard time. So, here are ten songs that I think you should probably check out.
Neighborhood #2 (Laika) – Arcade Fire
It’s no secret I’m a big Arcade Fire fan, and this is one of their best. I love the chanting, and the story it puts in my head. This is one of those songs I think could actually be made into a movie, as weird as that sounds. Not to mention it’s fun to sing along to.
Mimizan – Beirut
This song gets me every time. The way he sings “and I move for you” just breaks my heart. Also, I love the, what is it, an accordion? Fantastic.
Bridges and Balloons – Decemberists
This is a cover of a great Joanna Newsom song. Both versions give me chills and make me want to cry every time I hear them because they’re so beautiful. Joanna Newsom and Colin Meloy sing the song so differently, it’s really hard to compare them, but I usually prefer the Decemberists version, probably because I heard it first.
I Love How You Love Me – Jeff Mangum Live at Jittery Joes
I can’t remember who sang the original, but I heard it once and it does not compare even at all. Maybe it’s because Jeff Mangum is my favorite singer ever, but this song makes me sigh every time. Right now the line “and when I’m away from you, I love how you miss me” seems very fitting in my life.
100,000 Fireflies – Magnetic Fields
This was the first Magnetic Fields song I ever heard, and it is still my favorite. I love how the music sounds like fireflies. Okay, I guess fireflies don’t really have sounds, but listen to it and you’ll know what I mean. This is a haunting and beautiful song.
Casimir Pulaski Day – Sufjan Stevens
Oooh Sufjan. This is another song that makes me want to cry. It tells such a sad, sad story, but it is so, so beautiful. He makes it so real, and so sad. I once knew someone who didn’t like this album (Come On, Feel the Illinoise!) because it has a few songs that deal with God and religion, like this one. I’m not a religious person, and overly religious things tend to turn me off, but that isn’t the case at all with this song, so please don’t let that stand in your way of enjoying it!
Aeroplane Over the Sea – Neutral Milk Hotel
This has been one of my favorite songs for a long time. It is a happy song, it is a sad song, but above all it is one of the best songs ever written and you should just go and buy the album right now. I could write pages about what this song has meant to me for the past five years, but I’ll spare you! The singing saw (I think that’s what it is, I might be wrong) is magical and strange, and just perfect for the mood of the song. It also ends with possibly my favorite line ever: “How strange it is to be anything at all.”
The Past is a Grotesque Animal – of Montreal
This is a long song. I don’t mean 6 or 7 minutes long, I’m talking about 12 minutes of awesomeness. Putting this song on is a big time commitment, but it is so worth it to hear the whole thing. There are all kinds of references to literature and plays and such, so if you’re into that kind of thing it’s fun to figure out what he’s talking about.
Shakespeare’s Sister – The Smiths
This is the Smiths’ song that I most consistently listen to. I go through my phases with them, but this song is pretty much a constant favorite. There’s something about the frantic way Morrissey sings “Oooh mama let me go” that really gets across the craziness and sadness in the song. Plus, the line “I thought that if you had an acoustic guitar it meant that you were a protest singer” always makes me smile.
I Need All the Friends I Can Get – Camera Obscura
This song is just good clean fun. Clapping! I think it’s been well established that I adore clapping, and this song might be the reason why. There’s clapping, lots of pep, and the hint of a Scottish accent. What more could you ask for in a song? Camera Obscura is an adorable Scottish band, and if you don’t know them you should. They’re a lot of fun, and they always make me smile.
Looking at this list, most of the songs are ones that make me want to cry, so sorry about that! But they are good songs, and I really do think you should check them out.
The title of the post is from Rubber Ring, another great Smiths song. It seemed very fitting.
Later Edit:
I just wanted to add Oh Sister by Neutral Milk Hotel… I was just listening to it, and it struck me that it always reminds me of “The Sound and the Fury” by Faulkner. Anyone else think so, or am I just weird?
You know our hearts beat time out very slowly…
March 3, 2010 at 9:58 pm | Posted in Music | 1 CommentLook at this, I’m already updating! Today was a pretty typical day. I volunteered at the lovely Champaign Library, read some of Michael Crichton’s Timeline (which I’m actually really enjoying!) and did some homework….which I’m still doing, because really, it never ends! But on to the real point of this post!
There are some albums that just stick with you and remain a source of entertainment a comfort. I’m always a little surprised to discover which ones I still like and which ones have become a thing of the past. I’m over R.E.M (good Lord, who ever thought that would happen!?) and The Hold Steady. I still love them, but I not nearly as much. But then there are albums like Neutral Milk Hotel’s Aeroplane Over the Sea that I still love love love love even more than I did the first time I heard it. Wolf Parade’s Apologies to the Queen Mary is another one of those “sticky” albums for me.

I love unpolished sounding music. I love when the singers voice isn’t perfect. I love when there is more than one singer. Steve says that singers like Dan Boeckner and Spencer Krug take time to get used to, and he hated Apologies for about a year before he came to the same conclusion that I did the first time I listened: It is a beautiful and moving album.
When I moved here I thought I would want to take the opportunity to listen to new music and find new albums to associate with these months here, but instead I find myself going to the old favorites. There is something comforting about Apologies. I first heard it about three and a half years ago and ever since it’s been in my top 10, currently in my top 5. It’s about light, ghosts, modern life, love and anger and sadness. Okay, most of that applies to pretty much everything I listen to, but it’s different with this one, I swear! When Dear Sons and Daughters of Hungry Ghosts fades into I’ll Believe In Anything it is one of those perfect musical moments when you realize how perfectly put together something is. It’s an album that gives you great images of ghosts, light, hunters and kings.
While writing this I’ve been listening to the album and trying to pick a song to call my favorite. Well, obviously that would be I’ll Believe In Anything, which is probably my favorite “love” song out there. Or there’s Fancy Claps, which believe it or not has clapping. I love clapping! But then I go back to Shine a Light, which is so satisfying to listen to when driving in the car at night and makes me go “YES!” in agreement every time I hear it. When he sings “I’m content, I’m content, I’m content to be quiet” I get chills.
Apologies to the Queen Mary may not be for everyone, I can understand that. Or, like Steve, it might take you a long time to hear it for what it really is (genius). Go find a copy of it and give it a try. Although I do love Wolf Parade’s second album At Mount Zoomer, I don’t think it compares to Apologies to the Queen Mary, so make sure you listen to Apologies first!
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